Last night i did a mistake. I slept when i was talking with my baby on the phone. Here's the story...
Last night i was very tired and had a very stressful day at work. I really, really exhausted and still i had to find something to eat (and for the information) i had to ride my bike through the rains. At precisely 08:00 PM my neighbor came to pickup their boxes from my backyard. They've done by 08:20 PM and after that i cleaned my backyard. 09:00 PM i called my baby and have a small talk about her day at home and did not ask about my day. I know that, currently, she is unemployment so lots of her time was spending at home taking care of all her house (imagine for straight 12 hours!).
For about 45 minutes or less i ask her that i don't mean to ignore her, it just lots of work at this end of this year because i have to write annual report. I even ask her permission to end the conversation because i was so tired and she refused because she feels that my time for her is too short from time to time. So i continue talking to her and suddenly...i slept while we're in the middle of a conversations. I woke up and read her sms that she was very upset because she felt unimportant for me. This is why in the first time i asked her to end the conversations because i knew that this would be happened. She's upset and until now she turned off her cellphone...
Mario Teguh once said :
"orang yang tidak mampu mengendalikan kemarahannya adalah orang terlempar dari level kemapanannya dan bersiap2lah untuk direndahkan karena pikirannya yang tidak berpikir jernih dalam suasana kemarahan.."
"Sebenarnya reaksi yang anda tampilkan ketika anda marah, menunjukkan kepada dunia tentang level anda yang sesungguhnya.."
"sebenarnya seorang yang diam dan tidak bisa marah bukanlah dapat disebut sebagai orang yang penyabar.. orang penyabar adalah orang yang bisa mengelola kemarahannya dengan tetap berlaku adil dan bijak.."
I know i did a huge mistake, but why she won't, at least, know my condition and listen my reason about it?.
Well baby, i have my reason and i hope you want to know it, well at least just scream to me.
Last night i was very tired and had a very stressful day at work. I really, really exhausted and still i had to find something to eat (and for the information) i had to ride my bike through the rains. At precisely 08:00 PM my neighbor came to pickup their boxes from my backyard. They've done by 08:20 PM and after that i cleaned my backyard. 09:00 PM i called my baby and have a small talk about her day at home and did not ask about my day. I know that, currently, she is unemployment so lots of her time was spending at home taking care of all her house (imagine for straight 12 hours!).
For about 45 minutes or less i ask her that i don't mean to ignore her, it just lots of work at this end of this year because i have to write annual report. I even ask her permission to end the conversation because i was so tired and she refused because she feels that my time for her is too short from time to time. So i continue talking to her and suddenly...i slept while we're in the middle of a conversations. I woke up and read her sms that she was very upset because she felt unimportant for me. This is why in the first time i asked her to end the conversations because i knew that this would be happened. She's upset and until now she turned off her cellphone...
Mario Teguh once said :
"orang yang tidak mampu mengendalikan kemarahannya adalah orang terlempar dari level kemapanannya dan bersiap2lah untuk direndahkan karena pikirannya yang tidak berpikir jernih dalam suasana kemarahan.."
"Sebenarnya reaksi yang anda tampilkan ketika anda marah, menunjukkan kepada dunia tentang level anda yang sesungguhnya.."
"sebenarnya seorang yang diam dan tidak bisa marah bukanlah dapat disebut sebagai orang yang penyabar.. orang penyabar adalah orang yang bisa mengelola kemarahannya dengan tetap berlaku adil dan bijak.."
I know i did a huge mistake, but why she won't, at least, know my condition and listen my reason about it?.
Well baby, i have my reason and i hope you want to know it, well at least just scream to me.
