29 Mei 2008

White Uniform Visited

At 09:30 am, i was shocked but happy that my work colleage visit me today. There were Mr. Firman (HRD Manager), Mr. Satriadi (HRD Coordinator) and Mr. Soim (Company's Driver). I never thought that they come to visit me due to high work tension at the present. They told me a lot about what happen at the office. The good news is our new customer, from Japan, agreed to do joint business with us but with one condition they will come back again next week to inspect all the necessary requirements and the quality of our process.

My colleage said that Mr. Suda was happy with our company positive progress on matching their quality level but he needed more time to observe and if he assure that our company would maintain the quality then he would give a recommendation to his superior in Japan. Well, i hope everything will be alright and everything will process as it meant to be.

A little disruption enacted when our Production Manager told Mr. Suda and Mr. Billy that one of our machine was in progress producing the item that they (Japan) ordered. But when they saw the actual process on site, they were disappointed because it wasn't true. This kind of behavior is a boomerang for us, this kind of behavior showing everybody outside the company that we commit to what we said is a very stupid behavior. In my opinion, we should stay low and don't bother what people think about our company but think about what we're doing to the company to make it better and bigger. I really against the "bluffing" behavior that most of our manpower did. It didn't and doesn't give us an advantage to whatever we have done on the contrary it will give us a negative views from our competitors.

But then again, i really can do something about the joint business process.. before i resign from my company i would like to give a nice gift, once more, to my company.


27 Mei 2008

Between my Righteous and Inequity

It's been 13 days i didn't go to my office, since i have my liver problem, i think so many things about my future career on my current workplace. It has been 1 year and 2 months i join the company and honestly i couldn't do more. It goes like this, it's a family company. Built based on trust between the employees for about 23 years and i admit it become the basic core of this company culture.

I didn't say it was bad thing but what i'm trying to explain is, it becomes the "predator" for the company itself. For what i saw and what observe, this company could grow up more bigger and could be an independent company that produce it's own product. There are 780 employees and based on what i see, the company hire too many worker. If i was the owner, i should put my money in buying new machines, replace the old ones and train the potential worker in my company.

I hate to say that our quality reject is too high and it keep going higher month by month. The owner has his own policy in running the company, "it is prohibit to reject customers order, whatever it takes we should produce and produce". I could agree with his policy if he invest his money for buying new machines, measurement tools, replace the old machines and build a new place for a specific production line. The truth is, from what i heard, last time the company bought machines was in 2006 and since then stood still.

We have to fulfill 4 million items production in a month. The fact is, with our current tools and machines we only can meet 2 million items and the ridiculous part is the owner and board of directors knew about the problem but didn't take a countermeasure to solve it. My colleage, Production Manager, Product Support Manager, Quality Manager, always tells me that this year is the worst year for this company. We keep on accepting new orders instead fixing quality rejects problem first, they regret why this company keep pursuing in quantity not quality. I agree with them and when i asked them if they have report this issue to the owner, what would he said about this. They answered the owner never give the solutions, he just need us to fulfill the customer demand whatever it takes.

Last time i checked, my company were in financial trouble. I just found out that after all this time, we never had a profit from each of our production. Apparently, the owner knew about this and from what i observe he didn't do anything. There are too many problems in the company right now. What i hate most is i have two superior, one of them is very cool person know lots of technical things and have a potential become a great leader in the future and one is very irritating me all the time.

I manage three subjects there are Quality Management System, Occupational Health and Safety Aspects and Research & Development. Big responsibility i have around my shoulder but i try to keep it up, but what happen is she keep filling me with insignificant issue and force me to do beyond my job authority. If only she has a sense of curiousity, sense of team work and sense of good leadership i would do what she wants to. She's the most stubborn, irritating, annoying and selfish person i ever know. Maybe i should give her a psychological tests and assess her personality so that i know how i suppose to behave in front of her.

She is the reason, my biggest reason, why i keep thinking i should resign and leave this company and seek another career on another place. I could not bear the pressure that she gives me every second without a proper judgement why she order something to do.

But beside her, what i really think is this company should grow bigger and should start thinking about quality not quantity. I strongly believe if the owner's policy still a ravenous policy the company will be like this forever and never expand to a much establish company. It is a pity if the owner and board of directors not taking any kind of act to develop the company.

Another part that i hate in this company is, there are no "entrepreneur mental" among the owner and board of directors. I have a job to audit our supplier and our sub contractor, from what i've seen the board of director or maybe just the owner were present at time i was auditing. Almost 34 suppliers and sub contractors i visited, the board of director or the owner always present. Once i told them that it was an honor that board of director or the owner present and follow the audit process they said.. "it is very important for us to know what we can do to fulfill our customer's will and to take an appropriate act to correct our non conformities that our customer's found. We have the authority to make a decision in a minute, so we hope that we could fix whatever at our fastest time".

I was amazed that 90% of our supplier and sub contractors highest management said the same thing!. In the contrary, it never happen in my company. Our board of directors and the owner are seldom or never want to present at the time when the our customer visit our plant. The most ridiculous is our board of director doesn't even have a guts to say something even i wrote them the speech note!.

There are lots of funny and ridiculous part happened in my company, but in the meantime i have to be more patience and more enthusiast applying another job. I hope what i wrote here won't hurts someone's feeling.

26 Mei 2008

Better Days

"And you asked me what i want this year, and i try to make this good and clear just a chance that maybe we'll find better days. Cause i don't need boxes wrapped in string and designer love and empty things just a chance that maybe we'll find better days"

I really like lyric from Goo Goo Dolls (Better Days), the first phrase is really great to represent that "i don't need present or whatever things (material) with any kind of form for me, i just need to have a better days with someone i want" ... this is powerful and i agree with this!.

Nothing is more important than a memory and great times with someone you always want to be with. Picture this, when u have a long time relationship with someone and then at one day you two break up. I'm really sure that two of you are very sad, upset and don't have an energy to start a day. Well here is my theory, when it happens one of you are not losing your ex physically but you lose the memories, great times that you both had, how each of you treated both of you very gentle, passionately and very sincerely. Those times, memories can't be replace by anythings.

"just a chance that maybe both of you find a better days"..and if we feel the silence we could holding this all inside, everything means more now than words could explain.

24 Mei 2008

Dear Y.S

Between February and March 2008 i acquainted with a girl name YS. It kinda funny because we never met, literally, and we just knew each other after couple of IM and phone calls. She's a very nice person with a fun character but still with her "lady's behavior". I have to admit that she had a beautiful feature and great smile, i guess she has to be men most wanted girl (it is only in my opinion).

She live and work on different region than mine it takes about 2.5 - 3 hours to reach her place. I've never done that but maybe i will. One thing that hampering me to do so is that i'm still not sure she has a boyfriend or not..well she told me that, at that moment, she doesn't have a boyfriend. I always keep in mind that when someone has a relationship with someone else i should not meddle it. I believe there is a "karma" in this life, when i do a good things then i believe i will get a good things afterward.

She's a very nice person with a great attention to whatever she think it's necessary. I have to admit, when i'm sick she's the only person, as a friend, who kept checking my condition time by time. I don't know how to express my gratitude to her and how to say thank you to her, honestly i enjoy every attention that come from her and i hope i could do the same thing to her, to repay her merit toward me after all this time.

I am so blessed there are nice and great people live in this world nowadays, and i'm surely believe that she's one of the great people. If "Y.S" by chance read this blog, well..i'm not flirting and not trying to win your heart or anything, this is what i think about you in an honest way.

Thank You, YS

21 Mei 2008

I Had a very Bad Liver Condition…

Since 15/05/08, I couldn't work and until now still resting at home due to healing process of my liver problem. A very dull and plain moments, feelings that I had to do nothing but resting on bed..every minutes. The Doctor I met said that I had to rest until 29/05/08, so at 30/05/08 (if everything goes normal) I should back to reality. At 10/05/08 I had a pain on my right abdomen and had a trouble to breath normally. 12/05/08 my skin was itchy and red without any cause, my urine color was dark brown. I had a bad feeling about what happened and trying to call my family. My father suggest me to have a blood check at the nearest clinic and I've done it at 15/05/08…I had liver problem.. My SGOT = 440 and my SGPT = 1090.

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